I'm having a hard time these days fiding time for an online journal or for any journal at all. I think I'm just not motivated. Telling about my life for stranger to look at and hoping someone would nottice... Do I need that ? I don't know. Obviously, I don't miss it.
I think I basically prefer to have the person in front of me and be able to exchange something. Feelings are better expressed. I don't know.
Plus I've found out (in case I didn't know before)... I had the confirmation that people online are far from being what they are irl. And that hit me last week-end when two online friends came to visit me. One was normal as she used to be online too. Talkative, happy, hyper... The other one was grumpy, silent, looking bored all w-e. Not like his online him. Makes me wonder... Now it's for people like her that I won't give up on the online world. But it's because of people like him that I certainly will hold the happy friendly feeling for other people.
Now I'm telling about my life again ! Ha ha...
Currently feeling: curieuse
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