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When Things Can Hardly Get Worse~

I'm that happy at work these days that my doc put me off work duty for the next week. I never thought it would get to that extend but I guess bursting into tears with no warning got him worried.


I guess I'm a bit worried too.

 

Time to find an other job?

The End Of An Era~

So there! After something like... 5 years of duty for the SACSR, I've been thanked. 

Do I feel angry? Not at all. Do I feel resentful? Not really (I somehow saw that coming). Do I feel sad? Maybe a little.

Resentful... In a way yes. I know for a fact 'he' tried to get rid of me a few months back. Did 'he' mentioned it to me? Nope. I had to hear about it from someone else. I can't say I'm totally deceived. You get to know people after a while and that was 'his' behavior who drove me to tell him he could replace me if he wanted.

So there. It is now done.


Sad... Yes, definitely. Sad I did not have the time nor the energy to get involved even more in the future of the Club. Sad 'he' would not let us get more involved in the history of the Club. Sad to know if 'he' keeps things going on that way, there will be no future to this Club.

Overall, I must say I feel relieved. It's another responsibility off my back and more time to do other more productive things of my own. It's knowing I will not have to put up with more crap and expasperation. It's another chapter of my life I can consider close and will not remind me of my stupid knee problems and my new limitations.


Am I going to miss it? Mybe just for the Royaume kick. Otherwise... Not really. I guess people change.

Case closed.

Little Update~

My smart surgeon got his dates wrong and forgot his assistant won't be in on the date he gave me. So the surgery got pushed back to the 27th. :|

That gives me more time before my 'normal' life stops.


If only I could fast forward...

Knee Surgery~

So... It's scheduled. I'm checking in on the 12th of October and they cut me open on the 13th. scared.gif From what the doc told me, they will shorten the inside ligament and move the knee cap attach on the tibia toward the inside. It should prevent the knee cap to move like crazy like it does now.


Scary stuff. I'm already freaking out so I can't imagine in what shape I'll be in 2 months. Well... We'll see.

On My Knees~
So, so, so... Back in December, I was spraining my knee again... For the 3rd time. With one time on the right, it's 4 knee injuries in the past 10 years. Quite frustrating.

This time, I went to the best places I could get. Fortunately, it's closer to my place and to my working place too so the insurances couldn't say anything. Out of this fine treatment and analysis, it was confirmed my knees morphology is crap. The inside tendons are too lose and my knee cap tend to move on the outside at the slightest wrong movement. So what I thought were knee sprains were in fact all knee cap dislocations. Well, "sub-dislocations" on the left knee since it goes back in place by itself and proper dislocation on the right knee since I had to put my leg straight for the knee cap to go back in place (yuck).

After the conclusion about my morphology, I had to get confirmation I was part of the 80% crappy knee people who could get surgery. It has been confirmed Tuesday. Yes, surgery is an option. And the only one actually. Either the surgery or sitting on my butt for the rest of my life with no sport, no dangerous activity and a knee that tend to move too much even when simply walking.

So know that I made up my mind and decided I will get surgery comes the tough path of finding out who will pay for the surgery. Because the problem is... It was an accident. So the accident insurance - Axa-Winterthur - should pay. BUT it's a morphology problem and without this problem there wouldn't be any accident... so it's up to the health insurance - Mutuelle Assurance - to cover the costs. And me and my knees are caught in the middle. Ô joie !

To be continued...
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